Saturday, March 31, 2012
Glimpses of Familiarity
Just when I feel
like home couldn’t be any further away, I’ll catch a glimpse of familiarity.
The other night I was watching an Azeri news channel with Kaklik. Between news
stories about protests in northeastern Azerbaijan and preparations for
Eurovision in Baku, the youtube video of Mishka the husky howling ‘I love you’
played, her familiar half-human half-k9 I love youuuu ringing through my
kitchen. Kaklik started laughing and repeating ‘I love you’ over and over
again, as it’s one of the only English phrases she recognizes. All of a sudden,
I was back at home, sitting on the couch, watching Emily come through the back
door eliciting homecoming I love you howls from Panda.
Another time, as I was
conversing over Novruz dinner about pop culture with my 20-something year old
host siblings, who were home for the holiday, Kaklik chimed in to announce the
recent news that the American singer, Rihanna died. One of my host sisters
almost dropped her fork as her eyes bulged dramatically. The other’s eyebrows
furrowed while my host brother immediately jumped in with a “Mamaaa that was
Whitney Houston!” and continued on about how incredibly different the two are.
Standing corrected, Kaklik abashedly pushed her food around her plate with a
slight smile. “Oh,” she conceded, as all three kids rolled their eyes and shook
their heads in my direction. And again, I was right back at home, sitting over
dinner with my family, or watching the news, or in the car on the way home from
church. There was dad talking about the Fall out Boys, the origin of the Kings
of Lee-on, or how he led his co-workers in the electric glide at the company
Christmas party. Before he can finish his sentence, the jury’s all over the
mistakes: me, as condescending as the next overachieving 17-year old, nit-picking
every detail while Emily’s sitting beside me, disgusted, but thankful he didn’t
say it in front of her friends. I don’t think there are many universal truths
about families, but it’s interesting—the means by which my understanding of
family seems to find me. And lucky for me, through these channels, home doesn’t
seem quite so far away.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Valentine's Week
Regardless of how I ever chose to observe certain secular
holidays in the U.S. (i.e. MLK Day, President’s Day, Valentine’s Day, St.
Patrick’s Day), in Azerbaijan, these holidays make great topics for English
conversation clubs with automatic segues to cultural exchange. For Valentine’s
Day last week, I decided to use the theme for both of my student conversation
clubs. Valentine’s Day is recognized in Azerbaijan as “Lover’s Day,” and I
realized that my school-day version of Valentine’s Day, where all the kids wear
red and bring valentines and candy for each other may be a bit out of touch
with some of the current notions surrounding the holiday here. I decided to
spin the theme so we learned about compliments. I taught new words like “kind,
pretty, beautiful, interesting, generous, honest, friendly, patient” and told
my students that Valentine’s Day is a good opportunity to give compliments to
people we care about, like our family and friends. At the end of the day, I
handed out a pink index card and had the students write a valentine (in English
of course!) to one of their family members. The stipulation was that each
valentine had to include a compliment and the line, Happy Valentine’s Day! As I was proof-reading through their notes, I made a last-minute addition that beautiful is an adjective that
describes women, while we use handsome to describe men. I also gave my students the task of translating their
valentines when they give their cards to the respective recipients to make sure
they’re understood properly. One of my students wrote to her older brother who
is currently in the middle Azerbaijan’s compulsory military service for young
men. She wrote that he is a “kind and handsome boy,” decorated the card with
red and purple hearts, and even included an “I love you” before she signed her
name! As we were leaving, she asked me if it’s okay if she waits to give it to
him next year when he’s home for Valentine’s Day.
The older group, which happen to be all girls, completed
this valentine card task rather quickly, so I passed out extra index cards and
gave them the opportunity to write to their friends, too. I ended up receiving
a valentine from one of my 9th graders that read:
Dear Annie!
You are a honest person!!!
Happy Valentine’s Day!
It’s always nice to know your students have such a keen eye
for character, isn’t it?
On Friday, the final day of my Valentine’s Week, I was
teaching articles a, an and the
(which, for the record, was a coincidence and had no relation to the valentine
I received from my student) to a 7th grade class. Because the Azeri
language lacks articles, it’s a rather difficult topic for my counterparts to
teach and for students to understand. So I had presented most of the material
for this lesson, and I could tell my counterpart was hanging on my every word
to make sure the examples she wanted to present would be accurate. After I had
given a series of example sentences, my counterpart jumped in and gave the
example: He is a beautiful boy. She immediately shot an approval-seeking glance
my direction, and as I was endorsing her sentence with a slight nod of my head,
I heard “handsome,” come from one of my conversation club students sitting in
the front row. “He is a handsome boy.”
Azerbaijan is cold.
We were warned during training that the first few months at
site are cold. It’s a rough time to begin service as the winter months are
difficult. Just make it to Novruz
everyone says. Novruz, Azerbaijan’s biggest holiday, falls at the end of March
and is a celebration of new life: the turning of winter into spring. I suppose
I gave this warning as much consideration as I gave all of the disappointed
scoldings [ie: “Annie, where is your jacket!?”] I received from my dad every
year come November. In winter, Azerbaijan is cold. And not the kind of cold
where the worst part of the trip is the first ten minutes you spend in the car
waiting for your heat to kick in. It’s a no insulation, the walls in this
building are merely conducting the cold from the ice clinging to the outside of
the building, kind of cold. The kind of cold where you can’t tell whether or
not you’re burning your fingers on the stove because they’re numb. The I can’t
draw a straight line across the blackboard because I can’t feel the chalk between
my fingers kind of cold. I walk around everyday wearing at least three layers
of pants and three to four shirts to stay warm. It’s not abnormal for me to
wear my scarf and hat all day until I’m in my bed and the two thick comforters
I’m lying under have trapped enough body heat to keep me warm. And I wait to
get in bed until I know for sure I don’t need to do anything else before
falling asleep because I know that once I am under my covers, it will take a
nuclear attack (or, in a similar vein, my alarm clock waking me up for school
the next day) for me to get out. Last Sunday, I hung up my hand-washed clothes
on our clothesline to dry. Today, 6 days later, they are still frozen to the
line. I thought Mother Nature needed a laugh. And maybe Kəklik, my host mom,
too.
Despite this Georgia girl’s instinct to stay huddled near
the heater until it’s warm enough to wear t-shirts outside, I’ve been in the
process of establishing a semi-regular schedule. I began writing this post with
the intention of describing a normal day for me and found that task to be an
incredibly inaccurate portrayal of my life at site so far. Hence, the beginning
about the cold weather because that seems to be the only day-to-day constant.
During the week, I’ve been spending my days at school co-teaching English
classes and conducting conversation clubs after school. My schedule evolved
after I finished observations and actually began teaching. Now, I’m working
with all 6 English teachers, and I’m teaching two 6th grade classes,
two 7th grade classes, an 8th grade class and a 9th
grade class. I have conversation clubs after school 4 days per week: 2 days for
teachers and 2 days for students.
| My street to the right. |
| My street to the left. |
| An activity for my 7th grade class. Thank you, Aunt Judy! |
| (front). A present for me from one of my students. The top says 'Happy Family!' And from left to right it's Dad, Emily, me and Mom. |
| (back). |
Monday, January 9, 2012
Xoş Gəlmişsiniz (welcome!) 2012!
2012 marks the first full calendar year I will spend abroad.
Looking back on 2011 seems to distort my perception of time. Was it really only
3 months of that year that I spent in Azerbaijan? Was writing my senior thesis,
graduating from college, and driving the 4,000+ mile road trip with my mom all
that was packed into the other 9 months? And did that Hawaii trip really happen
all the way back in 2010? These events seem to be compartmentalized into
bubbles, all floating in a space continuum, connected by a steady stream of
places, relationships, schedules, expectations and commitments. Arriving in
Azerbaijan flipped all of this on its head. Suddenly, normal lost its meaning. The 3 months I’ve spent in
Azerbaijan seem much, much longer because I’ve been re-establishing that
everyday “normal” in a time when the familiar one seems so far away. Thus, I
think next year, looking back on 2012, after having spent an entire calendar
year in Azerbaijan, will be an interesting indication of perspective.
I brought in this new year with a group of my fellow PCVs,
who all came together from our respective regions to gather in Baku. New Years
(yeni il) is a big holiday in Azerbaijan, and Baku hosts the country’s biggest
celebration. [I won’t get into it, but I suggest a wiki or google search of
Şaxta Baba, and you may gain a better understanding of yeni il in Azerbaijan.
It’s basically Az’s big winter holiday with borrowed Russian cultural
traditions]. After three days in the capital and a visit to my first host
family in Masazir, a group of TEFLs, who all got to enjoy winter break—5 days
off from school, went up to Quba, a sleepy yet picturesque mountain town in the
first finger of Azerbaijan, to visit our CED friend Corina. There, we got a
tour of the carpet factory where she works and saw authentic Azerbaijani carpet
weaving in action. We also walked around town and self-toured a Jewish
settlement called the Red Town (Qirmizi Qeseba), created by exiled Jews after WWII. Today, the
Red Town is part of Quba but separated from the rest of the town by the river.
The following day, we took a day trip up to Qusar, a town even higher in the
mountains to visit another CED PCV who has lived there for 3 years. Sidenote:
Qusar is 95% populated by the Lezgis, a minority group in Azerbaijan. They
speak Lezgi, a language 100% different from Azeri. Lucky for the PCV who lives
there, they understand Azerbaijani but communicate primarily in Lezgi. It was
awesome to see not only this diversity in Azerbaijan, but also how well the PCV
there had integrated and been successful in his work.
| My yeni il gift from my counterpart! |
| Park Bulvar, Baku |
| Maiden Tower in Içeri Şəhər, Baku |
| Quba |
| A park in Quba |
| A mosque in Quba |
| Corina's office at the carpet factory. |
| A carpet in the works. |
| The carpet factory's backyard, naturally. |
| Quba with foggy mountains. |
| Shout-out! |
| The chess school in Quba. |
| Bridge to the Red Town. |
| Red Town. |
| The Greater Caucasus. |
| On the bus, leaving Quba. |
Now, I’m back at site and real work begins on Monday. I’m
working with three English teachers at my school, and I’ll be teaching 1st,
3rd, 4th, 6th, 7th, 9th, and 10th grade classes. That sounds like
crazy talk, I know, but the purpose is to try to equip the teachers with new,
interactive teaching methods. My interactions with the students is really
secondary to the relationship I’ll have working with the teachers. After
school, since I am the village’s token native-English speaker, I’ll hold
conversation clubs with both teachers and students to give the interested
people more practice and help with the basics. These are pretty fun because
they attract people who really want to be there and are willing to put in a
little extra effort to learn. Unlike teaching in the classroom, I have total
autonomy over the topics and grammar points, so I can target both what I know
needs work and what people seem interested in. I’m hoping that in these months
ahead, a few more doors regarding sports and recreation especially for girls
open up in my village.
I have good feelings about 2012. It will certainly not be
the most comfortable, familiar or predictable year I’ll see in my lifetime.
However, I anticipate a great amount of learning and (inshallah!) growth in all
facets of my life. I wish the same to you!
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Christmas Eve American Football [Pictures]
These pictures are from the Christmas Eve American football game, Team America vs. Team Azerbaijan, in Mingechevir, Az. These kids are a group of college age students who the PCVs in Mingechevir work with. 60 minutes. 2 hand touch. We didn't play with downs, just four chances to score per run. And while the football they're used to is played with their feet, these kids picked up on the rules quickly and were fantastic. Lots of fun for all of us.
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| Team America. |
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| Fans for Team Azerbaijan. |
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| Both teams post-game. |
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